Now that everything in the world has changed!

So at midnight last night everything changed. All of our sins were wiped clear and now we have a fresh start! At the part last night that I attended everyone wanted me to get festive and utilize the party supplies that were provided. Well I just don't play that game. I have never seen anything special about the New Year. Go ahead and ask me about my resolutions. NONE. Those are just a load of garbage that will further depress me because I most likely will not be able to keep up with them. Sure, I would love to quit smoking, excercise more or save a lot more money. I just am not counting on it, so why set myself up for further disappointment? Everyone thinks I am extremely negative, I just think that I have a clearer vision than most. Have to go back to work tommorrow, not looking forward to it. Just a couple of years ago having this much time off would send me near a nervous breakdown. I needed order in my life or else I would go way to deep into thinking about life. Nowadays I really enjoy relaxing and being by myself. I need to cultivate a positive attitude and reset my body for the daily grind again. Should have taken the day off, but I was hoping our CEO would give it to us. Oh well, I guess I will survive. I will miss those mid day naps and sleeping in as late as I want, man that is some good stuff.