My life is like some weird trip.

It is crazy. My youngest baby has been in the hospital for the past 4 days. She got transfered to Fairfax and while I was walking in to do the paperwork a huge lime pulled up. One of the men in it was one of the first B-ball players I was ever exposed to, Curly Neal. Remember when the Globetrotters were on Scooby Doo? I do nearly 27 years after watching that episode. I ran to the gift shop and bought a camera to get a picture of myself with him. Unfortunately the cashier was an extremely old lady who liked to talk. By the time I got out of the shop, Curly was gone. All I have is the memory now. Shit, I should have at least shook his hand. All I could do was nod at him with a big grin. Man I am a retard.

There is nothing the Road cannot heal.

This chorus will not leave my subconscious. I think the supreme being might be telling me something, time to get going.

Need a new Muse

For the few people who read this, I have been uninspired. Life just revolves around work and kids. Need some insanity. Will write more when I am inspired.

I saw this bumper sticker today.

I could not find a picture of the sticker itself, but it is the same image. Come on people, seriously.

Could you be the one?

Life is complacent. Need a muse. Need to feel the wheels hitting the road. Inspiration is lacking. The cold is wearing away at my soul, I need to breathe in some fresh air. I have started seriously thinking about moving. It will be difficult, with job and kids here, but I have that itch. Maybe I just want to have a fresh slate to be able to write my history anew. Could be that the spirit of the universe is really pushing me that way, not sure. All I know is I am tired of being bored. Doubting that I was truly created for the rat race, I feel more akin to a gypsy. Enough of my lonely evening ideas.

Dang.

I am getting tired of this commuting/living in the suburbs thing. My solution is not to move to the city, it is to move far away. I want to build a compound. Not some religious, crazy one. Just a place where I don't have to deal with people. No traffic. Serenity. Need to figure out a job where I can telecommute and make this dream a reality. I don't hate all people, but I would just like to be able to pick the ones I want to hang with. The need for a simpler life has come. Not sure if it comes with age or having kids, but I just don't care for all of the complications that life seems to have. Donations are welcome.